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[Nov. 28th, 2009|11:34 am] |
am i doing?
i'm too gullible, i'm falling for you too fast
don't leave yet, please. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|06:55 pm] |
| [ | i'm |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | i'm listening to |
| | forever-drake | ] |
i feel like i'm slowly becoming detatched from people
almost none of my friends will talk to me
i've lost trust in 2 people
what's happening :(
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|10:39 am] |
| [ | i'm at |
| | home | ] |
| [ | i'm |
| | jaded | ] |
| [ | i'm listening to |
| | bring me the horizon | ] |
honestly, i don't know what happened between us. i still remember, even though it's been half a year. me and you. i really, really miss you. i miss you more than anyone who has ever walked out of my life. i wish i could just call you again and talk to you all night. i wish you would tell me why. did i do something wrong? but that's the thing. i never said or did anything wrong to you. i was always nice, happy, and true to you... because i didn't want this to happen. you definately caught me off guard. i didn't expect that you would just stop talking to me; you didn't reply to my texts, messages. you never called me back. for two weeks i lived with a huge hole in my heart.
i loved you, you told me you loved me too. you made my life so happy. you made me forget about all of the bad things that happened in the past. when you left i didn't know what to do with myself. i stopped being myself. i shut people out. i was being so dramatic and childish over the whole situation, i needed to just move on.
so i did. i moved on and forgot about you.
until only a few day later i get a text from you. you were different. you acted like a douchebag to me. you disregarded every thing i said and just wanted to hang out. alone. you started saying suggestive things to me. you weren't sweet or loving anymore. you were like all the other boys now. you only wanted to get in my pants. you would call me when you were drunk and/or high, and ask me to do things. it made me feel horrible.
thats when i stopped contacting you. i couldn't keep up with your mixed signals, your excessive partying. i didn't get it.
and i still don't, even now. i'll never forget about you.
thanks to you, i haven't been able to move on, even now. i feel absolutely pathetic.
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[Oct. 23rd, 2009|03:20 pm] |
i hate being sick.
especially tonight, considering there was a concert i wanted to go to. greeeeaaattt.
i miss my friends :[
i wanted to go to skullville again this weekend.
i wanted to go ice skating,
i wanted to go to the movies.
djhskdghakfrg
figures, all my plans are ruined.
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